i know i was young, about 2 years old. all the noise woke me up from my nap. glass breaking, things being thrown, & yelling. lots and lots of yelling. i was now sitting on the couch. watching my mother and father argue. all i hear is my name and cursing. they get closer and closer. screaming in eachothers faces. then it happens, she starts crying. a big red mark on her face. he bends down to kiss me on the forehead and says "i love you babygirl. ill be back" & leaves. to this day, never come back for me.
i never really had a father . thats why i become very clingy to guys. because i never felt that love before from a man that cares enough about me. i will never let a man treat me that way. especially to up & leave me with my kids. i need the one for me. i've stopped searching & realized he will come one day. that perfect man to scoop me up and live the perfect life with me.
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